Saturday, December 28, 2013

December 28, 2013 A memory of God's presence.



Come, thou Fount of every blessing,
tune my heart to sing thy grace;
streams of mercy, never ceasing,
call for songs of loudest praise.
Teach me some melodious sonnet,
sung by flaming tongues above.
Praise the mount! I'm fixed upon it,
mount of thy redeeming love.



  
December 28, 2013

This is a time I hope to share what to me feels like a morning in the presence of the Lord.  The photos are out of sequence as well as the songs but I feel if I am able to tell it as it happened the story will be told as it was meant to be.

The morning began with a text from our daughter Carol of the prayer which instantly spoke to my heart for myself and others recovering or in the middle of illness or recovering surgeries.

As usual I posted my article to hopefully touch someone as it had me.   Then my next thought was this morning is my time to be with the Lord in His Word not in a man-made feel good prayer.  Now that is not meant to be negative.  The prayer was a good one but it does not replace God’s Word. 

As I passed through the quarterly looking for today’s lesson I passed “The precepts of God’s Servant—Marriage and Divorce. The lesson for December 15th, and thought about the lesson I shared with someone on that lesson.   I thought you know Lord there are no coincidences in life, you control each and every one. 

Then I found today’s lesson.  “The Presentation of God’s Servant—Messiah and King,” and the drama began in my mind as if someone turned on a video and the music played in my ears in intervals. 
Mark 11:1-3, 7-11
“To get a complete picture of the events of this week, we must study the accounts given in the other Gospels and fit them together.  Mark gives us some of the details, but the other accounts complement each, other and we should view them this way. 

Jesus entered Jerusalem from the east.  He had traveled from the Jordan River through the villages of Bethany and Bethphage to the Mount of Olives.  The Mount of Olives overlooked the Kidron Valley and was across this valley from the eastern wall of the Temple.

When Jesus and his disciples came to the Mount of Olives Jesus sent two of His disciples into the city to get a young donkey.  This colt had never been ridden.  A year old donkey is quite capable of upsetting anyone who attempts to ride it, but Jesus had no trouble with this animal.  In our day, we think of a donkey as a humble beast of burden, but in Jesus’ day it was the conveyance of kings.  A king rode on a donkey when he was coming in peace, but he rode on a horse when he was waging war.  Donkeys were common and useful animals in Israel at this time.

These two disciples were told to go to a certain place and there they would discover this unbroken colt.  They were to merely declare that the Lord had need of the animal and the animal would be turned over to them.  God had used a donkey to preach to a stubborn prophet years ago, and god prepared a donkey to be the conveyance for the King of Israel. 

This young donkey did not have a proper saddle, so the disciples improvised one using their garments and Jesus sat on the donkey.  The animal was calm and cooperative at the hand of Jesus.  Others spread their garments and branches before the animal as Jesus proceeded into Jerusalem.   This was not an uncommon sight, but this time the people recognized what was happening as special.  They began to cry out, “Hosanna, Blessed is he that cometh in the name of the Lord” (verse 9).  No one had to tell them to say this.  God put this message in their hearts, and they gladly hailed Jesus as their Messiah and King.  Jesus was declaring Himself to be Israel’s King.  He was behaving like a king, and He was being praised as a king.  He was also challenging the authority of the leaders of the Temple who were acting as political allies with the Romans.  Jesus was deliberately laying the groundwork that would end in His crucifixion.” 

(It was here the music began to play in my head of the video “Hallelujah” and my heart sang along).

Can’t you just see it, can you hear the music, can you feel the emotions of the ones there that day?  They didn’t understand it, they didn’t even mean to complete the actions they were doing.  The things God wanted to happen were happening because God was there and this was His will.

We could stop the video here and the moment would be complete as the song played in my mind Come thou Fount, but I didn’t write this screen play of the true movie that played, the author of the lesson did.  I just got to watch and feel the presence of the Lord this morning.  I want to complete the lesson as he gave it because the convictions must remain private between God and I for the rest of the lesson.   You see this was my time with the Lord.  If you choose to read the entire lesson maybe it will be your time with Him.  He is so great and powerful and wonderful, I know He will share His heart with you as He has with me if you want Him too.

Originally I wanted a photo of the sky and surroundings outside to put in my memory but God gave me a scene all of His own idea.  Two girls and one mom walking back to her house with all the things she loves surrounding her.  That is a memory in itself.

And now is the rest of the story.

“Mark 11:15-19 the Purification of the Temple

Jesus cleansed the Temple on two separate occasions.  Over the years worship at the Temple had been changed so that it bore little resemblance to what was supposed to take place there.  Jesus took two important actions that were in effect, the fulfillment of the message of the cursed fig tree.

First Jesus eliminated the commerce that had crept into Temple worship.  There were men there who bought and sold animals to be used for the sacrifices.  We can easily see the difference in offering an animal you had seen born and raised, and merely going to the Temple and paying money for an animal that was supposed to be offered.

In addition to this, the Temple had coined its own money and there were men there who changed the money of those who came to Jerusalem into Temple money.  This was a profitable business that made the Temple and its officers rich men.  The commerce had become so pretty there were even those there who were selling doves.  The Temple had become a literal den of thieves, who were only intent on getting all the money they could.

The second thing Jesus did, and this detail is only recorded in Mark, was to stop all traffic through the Temple.  No man could carry any vessel through the Temple.  The effect of this was to stop the sacrifices that were taking place.  This was the Passover season and Jews were gathered from all over the world and, no doubt, it was a busy time at the Temple.  Jesus brought all this to sudden stop.  He rightly declared this was supposed to be a house of prayer for all nations, not a place of commerce where men stole from each other, even though the thievery was not a violation of Roman law.  The Romans left the Temple to the Jews, but the Jews had perverted what went on there. 

The scribes and the chief priests heard about this, and they sought ways to destroy Jesus.  They would have killed him outright, but they were afraid of the popularity with the ordinary people.  What Jesus did was right, and everyone who thought about His actions or read the Old Testament knew this.  The ordinary people were astonished at the doctrine Jesus taught.  This was, in part, because the scribes and Pharisees had not taught them the truth of the Old Testament.

The Power of Believing Prayer
Mark 11:22-26

The next day, Jesus taught some of the abiding lessons implied in His recent actions.  As Jesus and his disciples came into Jerusalem, they saw the fig tree Jesus cursed had died overnight.  We must understand these verses in their context.  Jesus was not giving us a magic formula for killing trees or for moving mountains.

Jesus was teaching us we must have faith in God when it is difficult to do so.  In fact, the more unreasonable our requests seem to us, the more faith we must have in God’s power.  There are mountains of opposition to our faith, and they make it difficult for us to believe and act in the name of Jesus.  Israel experienced those obstacles in Jesus’ day and they were formidable.  One mountain was their slavery under the Romans.  Another was that God had not yet delivered Israel.  The many and various circumstances that bring doubt and fear in our lives are like mountains that stand in contradiction to our faith in God. 

We are to simply pray in faith, and God will remove the mountains.  Now Jesus gives us the main obstacle to successful prayer.  It is an unforgiving attitude.  Not many Christians seem to realize this, but the Bible is plain.  If you are not willing to forgive others, you will not be forgiven.  If you are not forgiven the mountains are still there and you will have to live in the valleys of life.

When children of God sin, we can forgive others and ask God for forgiveness;  If we do, our sins are forgiven; if we do not, we will have to bear the consequences of our sins.  An unforgiving attitude will block the blessings of God, and, eventually, give us a bitter, sour spirit.  We want others to understand an forgive us, but we must be willing to extend the same forgiveness toward others if we want the mountains of doubt in our lives removed.

A FINAL WORD

These are practical and applicable teachings.  Has Jesus been admitted to your life as He was admitted into Jerusalem?  Do you allow Him to come in peace and do you welcome Him for who he really is?  Anyone can have Jesus in his heart, but only on God’s terms, Jesus is the King of kings and Lord of lords and we must receive Him that way.

Will you allow Jesus to cleanse your life of the things thaqt do not need to be there, as he cleansed the Temple?  Over the years we can become so burdened with the baggage of sin, we can no longer understand our purpose on earth.  We need to lay asid the weights that so easily beset us and get a good look at Jesus as our lord and Savior.

Are there mountains in your life that need to be moved, mountains of doubt and unforgiving sin?  They will not move themselves, but through prayer the y can be cast into the sea.  We can stand on the level ground at the foot of the cross.  No one is too good to be saved and no one is too bad to be saved.  If God forgives you of your sins, He can forgive those who sin against you.  If God has forgiven us, we can forgive others.”

I have enjoyed the insights of this author.  I believe God has spoken this morning and I was able to listen.  Are their mountains in your life this morning as there were in mine?  God bless those that endured to read my blog today.  I hope it will bless your life as it has mine.

Saturday, September 21, 2013

Laura


Laura’s Story
Laura Blessings song is a beautiful one and I suppose I will always connect our Laura with a beautiful song.  Today as she crawled on the floors playing so content with three plastic lids and bowls and of course Sandy entertained her when she got bored scooting the bowls around.  This is Sandy’s second child to rear (of course Sandy being our 10 year old poodle).  Sandy was born in October and Alex was born in May and they were constant companions.  Sandy shared everything from the infant seat to anything Alex might have knocked to the floor.  Today was no different as she guarded Laura while she played.
Laura is a quiet baby, and she is easy to please.  She held up her little arms for me to pick her up and I think I felt a lump in my throat.  I know we all search for our gifts given by God but this one I know for sure is the love I have for children.  And now Laura has etched her name in a portion of my heart to be there as long as I live just as all the others have.  We played on the bed and she climbed and would pull up on my legs and balance on the bed like a ballerina. 

Grandma, Aunt Alex and Uncle Jon came in and got special smiles, hugs and kisses.  I haven’t gotten used to Carol being Grandma and most certainly 10 year old Alex being an aunt or 18 year old Jon being an Uncle.  Carol was rewarding Alex and Jon and taking them to town for their diligence in house cleaning their house while she helped Jamie prepare his place to be viewed by those who might want to buy it. 
Off we went to the swimming pool.  I got the float out and put her close to the hole at the end of the float, so she could put her feet in and reach to splash the water.  It was too cold to put her in with me so this was second best.  I walked and pushed her around and she splashed and gave me her sweet little smiles with her wrinkled up nose that she has performed until it is now an art all her own.  The sun was warm and there was no shade to escape so we only stayed a little while and she began to rub her eyes and the look of sleep crossed her face so we went in and had our first bath in the bath tub at great grandma’s house.  She seemed to enjoy this too and the rub down with lotion was the final straw.  She could hold out no longer.  She laid back and sleep overtook her and the peaceful look of a contented and comfortable baby showed on her little precious face. 

She would never grace the day care door if I was able to keep her.  I know I would spoil her rotten just as we have Alex.  Due to the surgery after a few hours my back feels like someone hit me across it with a baseball bat.  And for now I cannot do as I wish so hopefully later it will heal enough.

Eddie has now been smitten by her also.  Now she is big enough for him be comfortable that she won’t break. As she crawled to where he came in the garage door sat up and up went her arms for great grandpa and of course she was immediately lifted high in the air. 
Daddy came in to pick her up and as she awoke and her eyes caught his face she smiled and was on her knees crossing the bed to get in his arms.  And the day ended for the visit to great grandma and great grandpa’s house.

Monday, July 29, 2013

A Love That Surrounds



A Love That Surrounds 

This morning I awoke and remembered those on my heart to pray for and particularly one because of health problems.  As I sat down to study my daily lesson my mind was filled with my many concerns.  Then I looked down and saw the title and put away my morning journal-ling and moved on to the lesson.

Psalm 34:17 -22
 The righteous cry, and the LORD heareth, and delivereth them out of all their troubles. 18 The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit. 19 Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the LORD delivereth him out of them all. 20 He keepeth all his bones: not one of them is broken. 21 Evil shall slay the wicked: and they that hate the righteous shall be desolate. 22 The LORD redeemeth the soul of his servants: and none of them that trust in him shall be desolate.   Footnote here desolate or guilty according to commentary.

Reading this with a perspective as a victim or one facing health problems, one who reads this particular lesson and claim these promises of deliverance, must surely remember all things work together…all scripture also is inspired and knits together truth into one garment  To try and remove one piece would be to unravel the knitted garment.


Because  I have left my personal perspective and gone to the heart of another matter, that pain and suffering of my friend, comes to mind. In Daniel when the three Hebrew children were to be cast into the fire immediately entered my particular train of thought.


Daniel 3:16b and 17, 18. O Nebuchadnezzar, we are not careful to answer thee in this matter. 17 If it be so, our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of thine hand, O king. 18 But if not, be it known unto thee, O king, that we will not serve thy gods, nor worship the golden image which thou hast set up. If it be so, our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace and he will deliver us out of thine hand O king.

Jeremiah 29:11-13  For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. 12 Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. 13 And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.

Because of an experience so recent is fresh on my mind, I can assure anyone that He will give us His expected end in a matter, and even though it may not be the one we want; when we are delivered it will bring joy and peace.  In spite of whether we are delivered from, delivered through or delivered by our Just and Righteous God, it will be for our good, just as He said it would in Romans 8:28 and 29. The lesson included Acts 14:22,23 concerning being delivered.  We are not promised we will be delivered from tribulation without having to go through it in some fashion.  We are just told to continue in the faith. 

Acts 14:22
  22Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God. 

The promise is that we will be delivered, we are surrounded by God, we are surrounded by His angels.  This is a promise but there are conditions to deliverance.  A broken and contrite heart, one whom seeks God with all their heart, one that is righteous (knowing that only when Christ lives in us are we righteous because of His righteousness).

Whether our crisis is health or conflict it would do us well to remember the time He delivered us, so that when the next crisis arrives that we might remember the pain, agony, confusion, anger, doubt, and then remember those words in Jeremiah and seeking the Lord with all our hearts will truly bring about an expected end. Maybe not the one we wanted or expected, but the one God expected.

I personally believe each conflict, each deliverance, each victory gives us a more mature faith and if we are in His will we will see and remember His faithfulness, mercy and grace that was given to us at that particular time in our lives.  Then we will be stronger and have more faith to deal with the current trial.  But most of all we will know the Lord a little more personally, because we have put our trust in Him and sought Him for answers and watched as He worked the miracle in our life.  Truly He is worthy to be praised in the good times and the bad times. 

2 Timothy 2:15
Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth

 

Friday, April 19, 2013

If I am gone tomorrow what memory will I leave behind?



The other day I shared something personal with a friend and I told her, “I don’t just decide to write these things down. Something triggers my mind and touches my heart and I go to the computer and type them down. Usually I feel I want to share them with (most of the time, anybody, everybody) because I think if I share with them it might be just the thing they needed for someone to say.
I remember a friend, no an acquaintance on FB, her name was Lillian Harrison.  She has gone to be with the Lord now and I thought about my short relationship with her through posts on FB and playing Farm Town.  I cannot believe I ever found time to play that game but I did enjoy it while I played and I feel it had a purpose.  That purpose being I met many people I would have never met and made them friends on FB.  Some have touched my life so deeply it amazes me that complete strangers can have that affect.
What I recall about Lillian Harrison is that she shared her sorrows, her joys and her fears and was able to do it with such short posts.  I will always remember her for having the same name as me but also for having a tiny bit of similar nature to mine.  We never made a close relationship just two ships that passed through the water on Face Book.
My thoughts this morning have been bursting at the seams.  I need people, I love people and I want to be loved by people.  It is that simple.  I do feel I have a purpose in this life and my regret is that I was such a late bloomer in being able to completely give myself to fulfilling that purpose.  Each of us have this same purpose, it was what we were born for.  Glorify God.  This morning I read a verse in John where Jesus was referring to himself and His father and the first part of His statement seemed to glare from the page at me.  “He that speaketh of himself, seeketh his own glory.”  John 7:18.
I am so very thankful that God is the discerner of our hearts and our motives.  I must confess to you that I went to Him in prayer and asked that He would prevent me from crossing that fine line.  I want to be a witness for Him and not an actress on a stage begging the crowd to look and applaud for me. 
If I am gone tomorrow, I want to be remembered for sharing my life, my relationships with people, my love for people, and my God with all who would see fit to read or listen, but I don’t want to be remembered for having been a seeker of self-satisfaction.  I have needs to be loved and accepted and boy can I ever rebel at being rejected.  You see this is the way I am wired.  I am outgoing, I speak before I think, I love passionately, I too many times want to fix things because I feel my way is the only way to fix them and I have come to realize that is a lie straight from hell and I fight it every day of my life, because it is my sin nature. 
I am quick to judge, fairly quick to be angry, really quick to be frustrated and act in anger, and quick to forgive as well.  I have spent a lot of time studying my faults and I have found false pride to be right there on the top of the list, as I am confessing my faults.  God has a list of things He hates and that is on the top of His list.  I bow my face to the ground in shame for this one and realize this is where we must take up our cross daily and follow Him.
I read the posts and see the posters and wish they would just share themselves with me and this morning I realized, they did.  The posters and posts are what appeals to their nature.  It is what shows their needs and if I would just study them I could see that person and what they feel and know if or how I must respond.  Everyone cannot be willing to share their thoughts all the time.
I deleted a friend, an acquaintance, that I had really enjoyed some of her posts.  I have been asking myself, since then, what was my real motive.  Did I do it because others would see my newsfeed and think that I admired or condoned those posts?  I told myself, I have no influence over her to change her and again this morning, it came to me.  “You never had any chance to influence her in the first place.”  Oh! When will I be able to see the difference in being loyal to the Lord and what He has taught me as truth and righteousness and judging another’s heart.”  And realizing that only God convicts hearts of right and wrong.
Where is the fine line from having posts fly in the face of God and my loyalty to Him and keeping my eyes from watching or seeing things I know I am not to see or watch, begin and end?  How are we to be in the world but not part of the world?  How can Jesus show Himself through us to others if we delete them?
I do not respond to so many posts now because I know that it is the Lord that must speak and correct and not me.  I just have to worry about me and what I say and what message I send.  I cannot answer for another and thank God that He does not hold me accountable to anyone other than me, because that is more than I can handle anyway.
How can I trust in God if I do not believe every word He gave to me in the Old and New Testament as fact and truth? I already know I can never fully understand all that is recorded in the Word of God.  However, I want to study and when He sees fit He will make me understand what I am to know.  He is the potter and I am the clay and He is God and there is none other like Him, and He can do what He wants to because He is the creator, Savior and Almighty God.  He is sovereign and that is all I am to understand and believe and trust in.  The older I get the more questions I have, but one thing I believe with all my heart and soul is the fact God is love, God is Just, God is Truth, and God is the way and there is no other way.  And when I get to heaven I will understand it all and will be justified because I chose to believe and trust in the one that saved me from my sin and His righteousness will be all that counts.  Hallelujah…….